YES!

Merry Christmas!
Happy Hanukkah!
Happy Kwanza(sp?) !
Feliz Navidad!
Buon Natale!
Joyeux Noël!
Maligayang Pasko!
and all the other languages!

+Yours Truly+
Nat

"...And I'll run, have a little faith in me"

I shall audition for LVA. No second thoughts. No holding back. I shall do it.
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...anywho, there's about *looks at calender* 18 more days until a special day
aha, i might wear a pretty dress on 'special day'. ^__^

hmmmm,... might go to the movies during the break (@Red Rock). Either Alvin & The Chipmunks or The Lovely Bones idk.

Oh, still getting the hang of my solo. some parts get confusing cuz i keep forgetting to use 4th finger A instead of Open xD

hey, is anyone going to the LVA open house on Jan 14th? I dont wanna be alone

+Yours Truly+
Nat

that's a song by Motion City Soundtrack, by the way.

Anyways, don't you find it weird how when you're little, you sometimes joke around about what you want to be when you grow up? Or when an adult asks you, you'd say something cute and childish like a firefigher or a doctor or a ballerina?

Right now, it scares me. Everyone has their talents and just by looking at them, you know they're going to get into a great high school like Exeter.

As for me, I really don't know what I'm good at. I got a 343 on my transcript and my GPA is 2.8
Schools like Exeter would totally reject me.

I.
Am.
A.
Idiot.

Everyday, things like these pop in & out of my mind and I really don't know what I want to be when I grow up. At first, I wanted to be a film director.......then other jobs/careers popped into my mind like considering modeling or acting or photography or cooking and one thing lead to another and ...i just don't know anymore.
Heck, I even thought about not going to college & start a band! I know, it sounds shitty!!



i dunno.... this is why I'm stressed out all the time...


Where's the shoulder you need to cry on if everyone leaves you behind like this?